Veloria

Hello, Kiddo.

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It is Thursday, the 10th of January, and we hope that you are doing stellar.

I had a dream last night, I would not call it a DE for it didn’t feel like a DE, although it was significant. In my dream, I was in the presence of my Son Charlie’s once girlfriend T, also known as the “Empress”. I was handing money to T. Lots of money. Lots, and lots, of money. Not certain as to what that dream meant but I am told it was a good thing. T is still on my Son’s Facebook page, she is the most liked out of all my Son’s once girlfriends by my Wives and CJ. If there was a “second place” to T it would belong to a female named Michele, and it would be a close second place, not taking anything away from T.

My Son’s Facebook page now has 5 friends listed and not 6, for his best friend Big D is no longer there. I do not know why, I know that he has considered closing his Facebook account, maybe he did, maybe he grew tired of waiting, I don’t know. Either way, he is still good with us.

For the past 4-5 days I have found myself becoming dizzy if I should move about as I lie in bed. If I should sit up in bed the room begins to spin. Last night I went to get out of bed and almost fell to the floor. Alex said that it has something to do with the finishing process. Maybe I am slipping into my body? Alex nodded my head “Yes”. It only happens at bedtime, even if I should roll over I become dizzy. Quite strange, me Kiddo, quite strange indeed.

I have a song stuck in my head, so to speak, I have been hearing it for the past several days. The song is titled “Velouria” by the band The Pixies. The song is about a girl the lead singer had dated. He said that her skin was like velvet, meaning, her skin was slightly fuzzy. I like the name “Velouria”, however, I would spell it differently, I would spell it “Veloria”.

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My voice had peaked at 30% several times in the past 24 hours, including once about an hour ago. I do not expect my voice to reach 100% prior to Alex materializing, but it might reach 51% before the show.

We are supposed to meet with DSS again either today or tomorrow in regards to us receiving SSI benefits, however, both Alex and Maia say that we are not going to be approved. That would be a good thing. We are also supposed to have an exam, a mental health exam, to see if I am qualified to work. I have called several medical offices to schedule an appointment for this exam but all I get is a voicemail when I call. I have left messages asking for them to call me back but no one has done so. So today I am going to request that DSS schedules an appointment with the medical office that they use for their clients. If they do, the doctor that exams me will deem me as able to work, and our benefits will be cancelled. Oh no, me Kiddo, what will I do, what will I do? Where will we go? Kiddo!

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Alex has been subtly telling me without telling me how we can end this before the moment, meaning, how to achieve an emergency without causing the emergency. If I plan to cause the emergency it will not be an emergency, it will be a planned event. That planned event would incorporate time. Even though I would not know when the exact time would be when Alex does her thing, I would have still planned for it to happen on a certain day. It would not work. However, if I should suddenly become compelled to . . . go outside, then I would not have planned for this to end, I would have seized the moment by feeling it was “time” to finish this. Make sense, me Kiddo? I cannot plan to finish this before the moment, for the moment cannot be replaced by a planned time. If I suddenly feel that it is time to finish this then I would not have planned to finish this, that feeling would be at the “spur of the moment”. Example; “At the spur of the moment he decided to go ahead with his plan.” I hope that makes sense, me Kiddo, it is difficult to say with words what I feel. Alex says my feeling is correct. Hmm. How about this. There was a specific moment when Carol Jacobsen was going to appear to Charlie. There was a specific moment when JC Jacobsen was going to appear to an audience inside his son’s Glyptotek. There is a specific moment when Alexandra is going to physically materialize. That specific moment is known by Alex and Maia, not by me. I cannot know that moment for several reasons. That moment was set where it is to allow enough time for myself to get up to date, so to speak. That moment gave ample time for Alex and Maia to do what they needed to do. If they did not do what they needed to do before the moment happens, they would have a difficult time in finishing what they needed to do, meaning, that I would not have been ready. Since they have accomplished what they needed to do, we do not need to wait for that moment, we can finish this before that moment arrives, by Creating a “new” moment. As I have said before, it is absolutely impossible for this to end after that moment. Since that is absolutely impossible, it is absolutely possible for this to end before that moment. Reversibility.

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I received a phonecall a few minutes ago from DSS confirming that our appointment is today at 1 PM and not on Friday at 11 AM, so I will finish this post so I can get myself ready. This should be interesting.

Enjoy your day, me Kiddo, be safe and keep it stellar.

Love, VON

xx oo

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