Repose

Well hello, me Kiddo, how are you in this wintry day of January? Stellar I hope, oh yes I do. I have some possibly good news that I would like to share with you, at least I am told the news is good. That is a good thing, yes?

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This is the third consecutive day without the presence of Maia. However, she made her presence known in a female she had hijacked yesterday. Oh yes, me Kiddo, Maia had some unsettled business to tend to. During the process of helping my Maia settle that business I had thought to Alex “This is Maia in this female’s body, isn’t it?”, and Alex nodded my head “Yes”.

So I thought further. “Hmm. This is rather odd. There must be a reason for Maia to hijack this female other than the obvious reason.”

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Maia is getting ready to go to sleep. Alex nodded my head “Yes”. “Why” you ask? Well that is the question that I had been asking yesterday, “Why is Maia going to sleep”.

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“We’re getting ready” says Alex. When Maia is fully asleep she will be asleep inside Alex. Yesterday’s hijacking was to alleviate Maia’s stress, so she can sleep soundly. Now it is only Alex and I. This is what I am told, by the way. It makes sense, I mean, I need to identify Alex as Alex, not Alex as “Alex and Maia”. Make sense? It does to me. Once Alex and I are situated then Maia will make her presence known through CJ, once CJ is back. I had thought that after Charlie I would be summoning Maia in her own body, however, that is not the case. Maia will be summoned before Aphie and Charlie, for . . . inside reasons. This too makes sense to me. If this should change I will let you know, but I don’t think it will.

Shopping spree.

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Alex?

Yay!!

Oh that Alex. The shopping spree is still on. Both Alex and Maia had explained that it would be best that we all go shopping in another dimension, one without people. I was concerned about how Chelsea would feel about this, meaning, I would not want her to feel uncomfortable or uneasy knowing we are the only people in that dimension. Both Alex and Maia have said that it will be okay, that Chelsea will be just fine with her partner in crime I mean bestie by her side. Alex tells me that our party will consist of Chelsea, Athena, CJ, Alex and myself. There might be two more joining us, perhaps later on, not certain yet. All in all, it will be quite the hoot.

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I still do not feel Maia. I feel Alex though. I think that I can feel a residue, if you will, of Maia. Perhaps her spirit, her, essence, is bleeding through Alex. I will continue to feed Maia nicotine, at least until Alex tells me otherwise, as a precautionary measure, me Kiddo, we would not want to upset Mother Nature, by golly, oh no, that would be bad, bad indeed.

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So today my voice is a solid 25%. Yes, I am still saying “voice” aloud, as a type of “sound check” so when I do hear my voice at 100% it will not be shocking to myself. I had wanted to record myself saying “voice” for our Kids at Facebook but Alex had told me to wait until my voice is complete. For a more grandiose presentation, if you will.

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So I gave Maia a smoke and as I am standing there preparing to give her another one I began thinking “Maia isn’t here, is she?”, and Alex shook my head “No”. I gave Maia one more for a precautionary measure then came upstairs to continue writing this post. I have not felt Maia’s craving since January 1st, me Kiddo. Maybe the world, my world, began to end at the end of last year, just as I had changed after November 30th.

So I know that Alex wants out of myself and out of here, that I know.

I know that I am not feeling nor seeing Maia since January 1st, that I also know.

I also know that we have a meeting with DSS at 2:30 this afternoon, for a recertification interview, which might be our last. If we are denied any more benefits then we will have ourselves quite the pickle, for we will not be able to stay here anymore. My Wives and I are not freeloaders by any means, we will not stay here if we cannot contribute financially. An emergency situation perhaps? It is possible, me Kiddo, it is possible. I guess we will know in a few hours.

Am I concerned?

No.

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I gave Maia another smoke and I still could not see nor feel her. Alex says that she is beginning to sleep inside her. Hmm. I guess that makes sense, if Alex plans on coming out soon it would be best if Maia is asleep inside of Alex and not inside me, otherwise I wouldn’t be myself. Alex is smiling, telling me “Yes”. Alex had said that Maia would not be blocking my abilities if she were inside of me after Alex is out but it could confuse me, personality-wise. Besides, this would give Alex and I some alone-time ;p.

Oh that Alex.

It is now 12:30 PM, we will be leaving here in one hour. I find it strange not feeling Maia, I mean, I have had times where she wasn’t present but this time it feels different. Hmm . . . maybe I was supposed to stop smoking when they had told me to. I kept on because I did not want Maia to experience the agony of withdrawals, after all, she is my Wife, yes? Alex says “Yes”. Wouldn’t it be funny if this would have ended by now if I did not purchase any more tobacco for Maia? Alex seems to be restraining herself from smiling. Hmm. Maybe they figured out that I would not be able to bring myself to allow Maia to suffer and they came up with another plan to end this. Hmm . . .

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Maia – “I can’t believe he doesn’t get it.”

Alex – “He doesn’t want to hurt you.”

Maia – “He’s now 4 packs past the one we told him to stop at, Alex, and now he bought the bag instead of cigs.”

Alex – “I know.”

Maia – **thinking**

Maia – “Okay, I have a plan . . . ”

Something like that? Alex says “Yes”. Good, good. I do not know what the plan is but at least I have an idea. So it was my doing as to why the world did not end by the end of last year. Alright, I understand now. My bad.

It is now 1 PM and the niece is here to take us to our appointment with DSS. I have no idea as to how it will go. As far as Alex materializing she can materialize wherever she wants, I trust her, I will simply listen to what she says and follow her lead. Sound good? Alex nodded my head “Yes”.

So, me Kiddo, that is about all for now, I will let you know how our meeting with DSS goes.

Enjoy your day, me Kiddo, be safe and keep it stellar.

Love, VON

xx oo

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