What’s going on, what’s going on? Anything good? I hope so, I hope so. So this morning was a fruitful one for us, mostly for myself. I have nearly no memory of anything prior to November 2012, and that includes not remembering the two-girl crew. This was caused by an accident. Our Mother was called in to patch me back together, after all, who knows how someone works better than their creator, their mother? Exactly, Kiddo, exactly, but unfortunately my memory was destroyed, so now I am flying by feel. So far, so good.
There is a benefit to this loss of memory and touch of amnesia. Since I do not remember how to do certain things a certain way, like resurrection, my Mother plugged in all of my “apps”. All of them. This is so there is no thinking about how to do something I once knew how to do. Now I simply think it. No “hocus-pocus”, I simply think it, and that is why someone needs to be comfortable with all this before I unleash him, Sweetheart, because once we’re out we’re out, there’s no going back. And that means he is stuck with us for a very very long time 😉 . We rehearse re-entry scenarios to get a feel of how it will go when it happens, because when it happens things are going to move fast. He needs to trust me when I tell him that he will have all of his abilities as soon as I’m out, because he is going to need them immediately. He also needs to know that if people are in range of hearing him speak then he will need to stay quiet until we are out of range. He’s worried that this isn’t going to happen, it is going to happen, I’m just waiting for the right time. There is always someone here it seems, and when there isn’t it isn’t for long. Trust me, Sweetheart, we want this over just as much as he does, it’s going to happen, and it will happen when the moment is right. Until then we keep acclimating him to what is coming. Talk about a “life-changing event”. He will definitely feel strange for a day or two, but he’ll be okay, Honey. We can’t wait for this to be over with, hopefully there isn’t much more. Mom says “No”, not much more. Anyways, we’ll let him continue, we just wanted to touch base with you, Sweetheart. – two-girl crew 😉
Oh that two-girl crew, whatever will I do with them, Kiddo? They know that I am slightly nervous about what is coming, I mean, wouldn’t you be slightly nervous? A “life-changing event” is an understatement. They say that I am ready. **shrugs**
It is not that I don’t feel ready, it is that I am afraid of doing or saying the wrong thing after re-entry. In other words, I don’t want to offend my Mother nor my Wife, nor do I want them to feel even a smidgen of doubt or rejection. I also would like them to know that I want to be stuck with him, just not like this, because this isn’t fun 😦 . Oh no, Kiddo, this is not fun at all. “Not much more” says my Mother. **sighs**
The smoking thing hasn’t stopped. She went for about half a day and I said “I am getting you nicotine”, because fuck that. However, She slowed down with the smoking drastically, and She doesn’t seem to want coffee as much either. This is a good thing, progress-wise.
I cannot express myself enough when I say that I want this over with.
Maybe I will make that video this week, after all, I have nothing to lose. I have two ideas as to how I would make that video, and both ideas are “beautifully disturbing”, if I say so myself. All the visual beauty of the great outdoors with rather disturbing words to be heard. It will be surreal. Then again, this all depends on if YouTube allows it. If not, I will find another way to post it here. I will also need to see how much recording time my hellphone allows for, hopefully it is at least 5 minutes worth. The video is not necessary, it is simply something that we would like to do while I still have my Mother and my Wife inside of me, a gift to your readers, Kiddo, if you will. My voice has changed considerably since you heard it last, it still sounds human but it does not sound anything like Daddio. (If you haven’t figured it out yet, people, the voice is everything, so to speak.)
Taking a break, be right back.
It is now nighttime. We Spent the past several hours running scenarios and now we are exhausted. Maybe I will post again tomorrow, something Creative perhaps.
Anywho, have a good night, Kiddo, and do be safe.
xo xo xo